Traumatising experience of the diagnostic assessment
I've been thinking about the ADOS module 4 assessment I undertook. One activity which I loathed was being provided with a sponge, paperclip, King of Spades card etc and asked to make a story out of it. I was paralysed and used the pieces in quite a literal manner. (I couldn't give them peoples names or anything). This made me think that maybe I couldn't actually project my imagination onto objects. (I have a very strong imagination but in a different way, I have to see things in my head.) This led me to think about Object Relations Theory and I was edging towards thinking oh, maybe they are right, I am autistic. But then I drank a bottle of Barolo last night and tested myself with random objects and could do it. I tried again this morning and tho it is awkward to do, I can do it. Am so confused by it all...maybe I was just thrown by their childish tones and approach? My head is exploding with unanswered questions.
That's such a cool idea
It's EDS awareness month at the moment.. a friend of mine just found out they have it (also hypermobility). they also meet criteria for sensory processing disorder, but are not Autistic. SPD and autism are neurologically close though it seems!
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Dxed with Autistic Spectrum Disorder 16/04/2016
Formal diagnosis is for access to services, not to validate me as Autistic. Self-diagnosis is valid.
I think it really depends on the services available in your local NHS. In my area we have an adult autism diagnostic service which was set up a couple of years ago. It was a really helpful process for me, if quite long and involved. They explained things clearly and the range of assessments were gender and age appropriate as far as I could tell.
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Diagnosed with Autism Spectrum Disorder (ICD10)
I think this fits with B.3 in the ASD diagnostic criteria, specifically, "excessively circumscribed or perseverative interests."
People tend to focus on the "excessively circumscribed" part but "excessively perseverative" part is just as much a criterion for the diagnosis.
My interests are somewhat broad, like yours, but the way that I go on multi-year binges of researching them with obsessive hyperfocus is not. My understanding is that this is not at all unusual in people with ASDs, though there is a lot of variation in this, which is why the diagnostic criteria were written in a way that acknowledges both the perseverative and circumscribed aspects.
Thank you for that explanation. This is something that's been bugging me. Because my interests are not even remotely circumscribed, but certainly excessively perseverative.
"Multi-year binges of researching"....check!
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