I have studied inductions, because I wanted to go on joy rides, but have kept getting messages of a religious or prophetic nature.
I think, I am overstimulated, or there is a lot of emotional trauma, which I am not dealing with, in my conscious life.
As I am half awake, I have a sublingual, verbal dialog about the meaning of it, and get clear answers.
I have meant to do something stupid, or just get some rest, but am getting useful ideas.