So just for reference I am a 24 year old male who was diagnosed with Asperger's Syndrome when I was in 1st grade, and I have just graduated from college after taking all my classes online. For the past 10 years or so I have had horrible anxiety issues to the point where leaving the house causes me to wretch and vomit. I don't even have to leave the house to be honest just thinking about going somewhere, or becoming stressed causes me to feel ill. Although I am in therapy at the moment to help with this, and I would like to find a job and be a "normal" person in the eyes of society I don't see that happening for a few months at least. Where I am going to have to start paying back student loans in 6 months I want to start planning ahead and I am unsure what to do as far as whether or not I should apply for social security disability, or if there are any other programs I should look into to help with my loans or what I should do. I feel terrible that my family has to deal with hearing me when I have a problem because it upsets their stomachs just as much as mine when I have a problem. I feel like I don't help out enough as I should and I want to start at least trying to take care of things like doctor bills and food that I eat to take some stress off of my parents. Where I do not have any income it makes it quite difficult. I hate asking people for money, or help because I always feel like a massive baby. I don't know if anyone else has gone through disability or other programs and can lend advice, if so I would appreciate it.