kod87 wrote:
yes
I fundamentally don't like myself or how I think, unfortunately though, I can't escape it. I would happily be one of the neurotypical sheep, they seem happy and content.
If I could throw my personality and the way I think away, I would do it in an instant.
I am quite depressed, so that's probably significantly influencing my opinion here.
Agreed. It would be nice to be able to carry relationships of any kind and enjoy it because you’re not worried.
It would be nice to have grown up not having been heavily bullied for years and therefore depressed
It would be nice to have childhood memories of being part of the group and not an outsider and loner.
Also I think it SIgnificantly increases likelihood of emotional and psychological abuse because u become the perfect target for sociopathic types.
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