My special interests change, but never completely go away. For example, right now my primary special interest is the movie The Void, but get me started on arthropods (my very first special interest), and I’m still like a walking, talking insect field guide. I absolutely can have more than one special interest at a time, that have absolutely nothing whatsoever to do with each other (like Cenobites from the movie Hellraiser (and related things) and learning to play the guitar). Any past special interest can resurface at any time, or I may develop completely new ones. At the moment, my interests mostly lie in the same field, though.
I have even had special interests (including repeat ones) that I don’t actually like
For example, I’m not a fan of the band Slayer, but for a while I felt compelled to listen to their music anyway, or there are several movies I absolutely never, ever want to watch, but I felt the need to find out absolutely everything I could about them and probably would actually have watched them (yes, while desperately not wanting to) if they had been available to me at the time.
I find simply noticing things about my patterns of special interests quite interesting. (Another special interest?
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"