AEqualsBCD wrote:
Does any one know how to overcome this when your feeling like you want to walk out in front of cars or stab yourself?
I have been there and done that (Except for the stabbing part as I don't like blood as I would likely faint).
Each time I did something stupid God rescued me with what I can only describe as a miracle.
One thing I have learned is not to put myself in positions where I will do that. So I never go near the edges of cliffs as I have the urge to jump off (Strange as I do not like heights!)
If I have to cross a railway line or a busy road, I tend to hang back so I am not near an edge, and then when I know it is clear, I will go quickly across as I will be overcompensating for my own safety.
But yes. I know what you mean. The urge can almost be like a stim. Of course, when depressed such things are amplified. But hang in there. You are precious. Your life is important. You have a purpose! So protect your future. Ok?