Ok, I know it's a developmental disorder (or rather a syndrome because obviously those diagnosed can use it as a plus and not as a negative in life or something like that), but one learns through that and it affects throughout life. Oh, basically I'm wondering how it is that one know if they had or have this syndrome. I've been diagnosed with ADHD and Bi-Polar, and probably would have been with Depression if I would be more honest with psychiatrist, but I have had problems even with those that try to be professional even though I know that they are just human and probably didn't even know that their comments were unprofessional and in some cases mean. I know that I should talk more with psychiatrists especially of problem that I have with them, but have a hard time with that. Which makes no sense because I like pointing out mistakes, but I think that's in people I know though.
Not sure where to start to help out though. I don't appear to have a problem with looking people in the eyes now, but do remember that before I was in the military I looked at the ground a lot. People used to think I was always depressed and I would just tell them I was deep in thought. Not that that wasn't true, but I think I always looked at the floor. Oh, I think I read something about the memory, I have an odd memory. I can remember stuff from years back, but can't remember something tells me right after they tell me. Oh, I respond to people sometimes well after they tell me something sometime, I've attributed it to having a hard time breaking apart words and sentences, but that doesn't seem to happen that often I think. It's just that sometimes I hear someone say something and seem to think that it's a single word that I just don't know, but upon realizing that it's not then break it down. Mostly now I just get the person to repeat themselves as though I didn't hear them. I think a lot of people think I'm deaf. Oh, I've had problems with sleeping all my life. Now I have less problems sleeping probably because if I stay awake past twenty-four hours my body reacts very badly. I think staying up every weekend most of my life and for about six days straight (due to having three jobs in which two should have been part time, but weren't) might have caused that.
I'm going to stop now because nobody is probably going to get through any of this...