DrGonzo wrote:
I generally "see" sounds, although what i see doesn't always correspond with what i hear.
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I'm getting a little braver about opening up some of my *?...ism* lockboxes, after reading about this stuff you guys are sharing.
I also see sounds. Sometimes a blur like when you see the heat from a distance, but in certain environments, which are well defined and echoic, it's more like a complete visual picture of the various sounds and shapes in the room. It can be so clearly defined at times that I can be blindfolded and the aural picture takes over sufficiently, that I can win bets throwing darts in a bar, blindfolded (the only use I've ever found for my ability after I got out of concert sound business).
I was about 25 when I figured out that I had some odd ability that made my work in sound reinforcement more fun. Notice I consider it an ability, not a dysfunction. What the Hell do I know.
I also get an extremely unpleasant aural sensation in response to an unwelcome touch, or smell. I was about 12 when I realized that touching me didn't really make much of a sound. Any surprise touch would make me climb up the wall butt first trying to wiggle away from the sickening 'sound' of being surprised by a sudden 'contact'. I decided to keep it to myself as much as possible and become a little more aware of my surroundings, the way an alien imitates a native to improve their chances.
It actually feels strange to express this and not wonder if I will be allowed to still be friends, tomorrow. I'm a fairly intelligent fellow and just because I have this in my head and others don't, doesn't make me crazy. (Hey, that was the hurt little boy talking) It simply means that my analytical and interpretation processrs are a slight bit more involved or refined than some people's. I can still figure 5hit out on my own. Just don't expect a long handed, paper written proof to justify all my conclusions, like in math class.
Does any of that seem similar to the topic?
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It's just music for me. The other stims don't work.
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