First day of EMT class, practiced getting people ready for transport, when it was my turn to be on the board all strapped down, neck brace on, head held tight by those padded straps it felt amazingly great. Really hated it all up to that, the touching, the kneeling on a hard floor etc, but WOW, I couldn't believe how comfy in a room packed with strangers most more than 30 years younger than me, how that felt so good.
I had heard about the restraint benefit for those on the spectrum, thought it sounded neat, but had no idea how great it could feel. Asked how much one of those things costs I am sure the guy looking through the catalog for the prices thought I was strange (or kinky), and it's not like I could truss myself up like that. To be fair, I have been tied up before, but it wasn't tight, cozy, tucked in like this was.
I am off to search the net for solutions that will enable me to re-create that feeling here at home all by myself.
Any ideas?