Callista wrote:
They don't support you because you have AS: they support you because you are disabled enough not to be able to work. In my case, that's true whether or not they call it AS, autism, or anything else.
As for what I'd do if they withdrew support: Honestly, I'd probably die. It might take a while, because I wouldn't go down without a fight, but sooner or later I would need medical treatment I couldn't pay for, or would become homeless and be unable to protect myself from the elements or from other people, or simply get stressed enough to have another major depressive episode which, untreated, could result in death from suicide or self-neglect, and would greatly impair my ability to take care of myself even if I survived it. I'd give myself about five years to live, without support.
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I'd maybe go a bit longer thanks to familial support, unless depression becomes part of the whole thing.
Before I started looking into disability benefits I was already planning suicide because I couldn't see any future at all.