kfa91 wrote:
I've been here for less than a week and looking around the forum it seems like many people are self diagnosed. They hear about aspergers and think they have it because they are kind of shy and have a hobby they are obsessed with. They take the online test and tell themselves that all their inabilities in life are from aspergers. Self diagnosed should just be undiagnosed. Aspergers is such a complicated disorder that only a doctor can tell you if you have it or not.
Do you know how INCREDIBLY circular your reasoning is????? "Aspergers is such a complicated disorder that only a doctor can tell you if you have it or not."! What an INCREDIBLY stupid thing to say! SO, Kanner and Asperger can't diagnose Autism, because they where NOT recognized as doctors with the ability to do so! So people THEY spoke with couldn't, and people THEY spoke with couldn't, etc..... OK, so NOBODY can diagnose autism, so WHAT IS YOUR POINT??????
OK, I'll tell you something:
1. I AM shy, but have NO idea how to do any of this. I met a pretty and nice woman today. I may never see her again. YEP, I am SHY! My SCHOOL said I should be checked in the FIRST GRADE because I wasn't interacting with the other kids. But I was/am smart. I was called a wisealec know it all when I was younger. I was considered arogant, but ADULTS still asked me for help, I fixed things, etc....
2. And YEP, I have hobbies. I know I got started in electricity when I was about 3. It became electronics before I was 6. When I was 17, It morphed into computers.(That was when IBM was STILL laughing at the prospect of a microcomputer, before the HP computer junk, and before canons famous print engine.) NONE was a MERE hobby. I mean I have gone without eating for a day or so. I have worked through the night.
3. I could talk about the hyper/hypo sensitivities I have had since the SIXTIES! I could talk about how people have said(as one here said) that I am a GENIUS but STUPID! Stupid dealing with trust, sports, social, etc... Smart dealing with nearly everything else.
SOMETHING is up, and it looks very much like AS. If not AS, then what? The hypersensitivity is odd. I used to have the TV/flourescent sensitivities people here speak of. Once, I took a hearing test, and people wondered about me. I heard things THEY didn't! Lights on one aircraft blinked, and like 30 other people COULDN'T SEE IT! I could! When alarms go off, I seem to be the only one *******MAD******* because of the pain. Some commercials and hold music hits sounds that are PAINFUL to me! People laugh at my going into freezing weather without a jacket. How COLD? Well, some times I left water in the car and it became a block of ICE! I think I would call that FREEZING! I am shocked how much I and others here think alike. I know it isn't as simple as 1,2,3, but I won't bore you with the rest... BTW it turns out I was talking before I was 1yo, and reading before I was 4yo!
One more thing. I wouldn't just come here and say I'm autistic. People have actually PRESSED me and INTEROGATED me to wonder where/how I learned things, etc... And rambled on about my abilities. It is like they expect me to tell them I am an alien or something. I wonder what they would say about autism.
Steve