leviathans wrote:
I love weird people but I don't like the hippy pot smoker type.
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Sweetleaf, you can get back on track, you know. It's doable, it's not an impossible task. It's hard but abandoning is not the only possibility you have.You say you're burned out but I'm pretty sure that you could do it with some time.The big issues are in your head (i.e. lack of self esteem, fear, anxiety from bad past experiences). If you can't visualize yourself having a job that you love and being good at what you do, you'll never get there. Btw, I don't believe in the importance of talent. Talent is actually irrelevant. What's important is your mindset. You didn't choose to have a difficult life but you're choosing to not further try to change it.
Back on track? I never was on track I don't think.....also though a lot of my problems are psychological my actual situation is not too awesome either. I don't feel working for the system could ever provide me a job I love but whatever I am still trying to figure out what direction to go.
Also don't assume I have the choice to change everything that's wrong in my life.....or that i can just have a different mindset, i don't exactly have a switch in my brain I can turn off.
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We won't go back.