Ghosthunter wrote:
I am very self-preserving
and will do things silently or
SUBCONSCIOUSLY. This
applies to my self-help skills.
I am not likely to verbalize
a plea for help because it comes
out colorfully worded and not
understood.
Sorry to bring an old post up but I just wanted to say this is very much how I experience these things as well. I can in writing 'verbalise' things better than speaking, my writing seems to come out linear (left-brained) but my thinking and my speech isn't. I can very much indentify with what you say about doing things silently or subconsciously. My brain seems to have "matured" over time so that now and then I get a glimpse of how to do things more consciously. At first I thought that was what I wanted, but I have realised over time that I cannot function like this in the long run, and have learned how to allow myself to function more sub/unconsciously again. My brain is thankful for that.