I’m the weirdo who much, much prefers having the constant feel of one texture that I know I’m okay with over the variety of things I’d feel without clothes, plus get too cold, plus am extremely self-conscious (always have been, even when I was skinny, before gaining weight from chemo) and paranoid that someone will walk in on me. The weird Aspie who has sensory issues with not wearing clothes
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Yet in my new wildness and freedom I almost welcome the bitterness of alienage. For although nepenthe has calmed me, I know always that I am an outsider; a stranger in this century and among those who are still men.
-H. P. Lovecraft, "The Outsider"