whitetiger wrote:
I keep having the same 5-15 seconds of a song being re-looped and re-played constantly in my head, loudly. I posted on my bipolar website and people said it could be a symptom of bipolar but it is more commonly a symptom of OCD.
Yes, this can be an OCD symptom. Before I started taking Anafranil, I used to get snippets of songs stuck in my head all day long all of the time. My Anafranil has diminished all of my intrusive thoughts, including hearing songs in my head. Now, the only time I get the looping song snippets is when I listen to a new CD or something and get literally obsessed with a portion of the song. It's not the same as getting a song stuck in your head, no, because it's only a small portion, and you have to sing it over and over again, either in your head or out loud.
Also, with me, I tend to get stuck on lyrics that have seven syllables (sometimes eight) and catchy rhymes. (A recent example is this part from Lady Gaga's "Boys, Boys, Boys": "Let's go to the party, heard our buddy's the DJ. Don't forget my lipstick, I left it in your ashtray.") This goes along with the OCD notion of "feeling right." I usually have to tap out the syllable numbers with my fingers. What's really annoying is when you get these intrusive song obsessions and you need to read something. With me, my mind will be working on two levels: I'll hear both the words I'm reading silently, as well as the words and tune of the song.
Anyway, I'd say that this is either an obsessive symptom from your AS or a side effect of you stopping Abilify. And OCD-type intrusive thoughts always sound like they're coming from inside one's own mind, not externalized like auditory hallucinations.
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