I was banned from online

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I am taling about i was banned by #euphoria
iamlost baned me from there
katesmith> sorry if i talk too much but hi , study lisp it is a better computer language i heard
* iamlost sets ban on *!*@*costume*

I hope i am not being mis understood, i did not mean it i really dont. I said that because i though i was being friendly at the time.. I never meant to hurt anyone.

I never noticed i did anything wrong till it was too late, being aspie and stuff, but i am not using that as a excuse either.

with aspergers i have the tendency to say the wrong things.

to iamlost

You know what if you promised me to not ever ban me in euphoria, and I promised not to take a overdose of pills that would be a go ahead promise from me. I talked to arjanb. But I mean if I promise not to take the ambiens it would be a fair thing for you to promise me not to ever be banned again from #euphoria. I would still obey the ops in euphoria the best I can. I would like that deal.

<iamlost> i accept that deal
<iamlost> never banned from #euphoria again in return for neveer overdosing on ambiens again

that was fair , i think it is a great deal. I was really considering on 32 ambiens, but now i will give the ambiens back to my husband.

i thought iamlost said if i promise not to overdose on the ambiens then he would promise not to ban me. Well the other day on thursday i was banned again from euphoria. It upset me so much, for i am a very weak person, and you know how rejection is so hard for me. So yes I was banned again. You know iamlost said he meant that he would not ban me but it was okay if some other op did so. So well anyway I took a overdose of pills and i ended up taking enough to end up in the intensive care unit. I am very sensitive to things like that, and my feelings get hurt so easily and badly. I am sorry for what I did on thursday. I got out of the hospital on friday, my family came and got me.

Be wary when posting on IRC as other people noted those places can be full of douchebags

I would agree with this. On the same topic, why do you feel the need to highlight your 'score' from that online test that proves nothing really. No need to wear your disability like a badge.