happymusic wrote:
SuperApsie wrote:
I have real trouble understanding what is said here, to the point it starts to cause a migraine
Isn't it just a lack of words to describe a feeling? If not, what is the pure thought about?
The thought can be about anything. It's almost like a gesture, an intention and it doesn't include words or even a clear image. Imagine the sensation of striking something. Then remove the words and the image and what is left is that "pure" thought.
Thanks for these clarifications. I did many attempts, I succeed somehow to circumvent the idea, but when I try to think of it I always have an odd feeling, it's like if I was blinded by a light.
Then I thought maybe I needed something physical to access that, so I stroke a pillow (I'm not violent and I had to remember how it felt) and I replayed the scene trying to highlight the thing out of the surrounding meaning. Impossible! As soon I touched the idea another one came!
HaHa I owned the pillow so badly, Poor pillow, Oh I should reshape it now, I'm so awesome at pillow striking, I should try on the bigger one!...
So either I can't have and never had "pure feelings" or I can't just "see" them conscientiously.
Yet I am very disturbed by this idea (I just went to the toilet with my cup trying to make a coffee, classic wtf moment) and I remember the few times in my life when I was disturbed this way I was completely missing the intention of something. So I would be glad to hear some explanation if you have any.