I'm stuck in my head!

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I am hiding myself up whole days for yesterday and today at my room. It's like I had closed up myself in my own analytical mind, ignoring meals and outside activities. This Sunday morning I should visit the church but I dismissed. This afternoon my friends asked me to gym together, but I rejected. The whole day I am analyzing the property market, not knowing whether my flow is consistent with what my boss need.

Stucked... all the time... seems like the realistic world is not that realistic.

I am quite afraid of letting others know that I had nothing done during weekend. Afterall, it's fathers day.

Growing up as a child I would be told to shut up by almost everyone I came in contact with, once I said what was on my mind then people would often find it hard to go with what I mean (it flew over their heads).

Over the years I have found myself bottling up what I want to say in place of telling others, it’s a shame, I know so much and yet have so few to share my thoughts with.

In the end you develop a world of your own within the world of your own, a sophisticated madness.