Well, ya know, ADD, it's really not unusual for people with autism to be able to do some things but not others very well--so don't let them tell you that because you can do one thing, you must be able to do something unrelated, or because you can't do one thing, you can't possibly be capable of something else unrelated.
For example, I learned how to read a star map before I learned how to use figures of speech. I learned how to solve calculus problems before I learned how to keep up with personal grooming. I learned how to write an essay before I learned how to ride a bike...
I'm autistic. That kind of "out of order" development is practically to be expected. So... you can do what you can do, and don't let them tell you that you must learn things in the typical order. Just gain skills as you become capable of accessing them, at your own pace, to the best of your
own ability--if you hold yourself up to the shrinks' standards you'll always fall short.
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What does it mean by 'obscure speech'? My speech is usually a jumbled mess but my thoughts seem more clear. Sometimes they're not clear but that's an ADHD-PI thing. I wonder how someone would judge me if they heard my stutterings and stoppings and constant ability to forget what I was going to say.
I'd give myself a 35. I mean no job, still living with parents, somewhat echolalic, poor social skills, shutting down if I'm around people for too long, self-help skills still behind, becoming confused and paranoid by hallucinations, thinks suicidal thoughts but will never do it (ideation mostly), not to mention having all those difficulties that come from a fear of change.
I think that their "obscure speech" is primarily meant to catch people who have schizophrenia or some other psychosis, whose words get all garbled when they try to say what they're thinking (or else they have disorganized thoughts that they're communicating clearly--an observer usually can't tell which). Autistics sometimes have this problem too. So if you are unable to communicate things verbally because your words don't come out the way you want them to, that can give you a low GAF; but if you have an alternative communication method that is quite reliable for you, a psychologist might ignore that criterion because communication, not speech, is really the important thing.
The painful part is, that I'm not sure if I'm autistic or just naturally have no social skills.