23 Feb 2011, 11:59 am
alone wrote:
I appreciate it you didn't yell at me. I do see you are struggling with 'what to do the rest of your life' and it is hard. I honestly think it is very hard. But to find a way to fit AS into it and support your lifestyle and your family is just kind of icky to me. I think you should do what I guess everyone does at this point in your life, make choices. You have to internalize that you went a path you don't love any more and you are kind of stuck because it isn't fair to those who rely on you to run off and follow your dreams. Hard choices but to brainstorm how to market this new diagnosis to keep your lifestyle intact is just kind of against the grain to me. I don't think you mean it to be but it just doesn't sit right. I hope you find a way to reinvent and you can find what makes you happy. Thank you for reasonably answering me.
LOL. I usually manage to irritate so I'm glad I didn't.
I'm not really trying to market anything. I'm still learning exactly what the heck is out there. I see lots of problems, lots of conflicting ideas, lots of tension among factions, lots of money that is a corrupting influence , and lots of people getting trampled underneath the weight of a system that doesn't always work so well.
This really bothers me.
