Yeah, people shouldn't take it every day in my opinion. All I know is when I have meltdowns having a benzo is all that I want. Something that releases GABA.
I hate alcohol, it's a dirty drug that releases serotonin, dopamine, GABA.... it's a totally dirty drug that I don't enjoy but I don't know what else releases GABA that I can get my hands on currently. America's healthcare system is crap.
I feel like I know what's best for me and I need some xanax for when I have meltdowns. I'd rather be zonked out or taking a nap for a few hours than pacing in a circle, stimming, and obsessing. Going to college was the worst decision I could have made, paying back my student loan causes me more stress than I can handle (and I can't discharge it).