OJani wrote:
anbuend wrote:
I never noticed that I stuttered when I could still speak, but I have heard old tapes of myself and it's sometimes quite pronounced. I had a massive receptive language delay (enough to affect the communicativeness of my expressive speech and writing for a long time) as well as a delay/loss of previously acquired speech in very early childhood.
What do you mean by delay/loss of previously acquired speech in very early childhood? Does it mean that you learned to speak early, but later your ability faded as you grew older? Did you have a lack of interest in communication with others only verbally or by other means (except writing), too?
I also have old tapes, they clearly show I did not stutter back then. I was more interested in the microphone, insisting "what's in it?" again and again.
I've also come to know that I was not always aware of stutter or other speech issues of mine. When I speak to a close friend, I sometimes forget about it.
I mean I said a few words in extremely early childhood, then I lost the ability to speak for long enough that I had a delay. I got the ability to speak back, although it was mostly not communicative, and then other stuff happened (too complex to explain, involves another condition as well) and I can't communicatively speak in adulthood. But the delay I was talking about was the one after I stopped talking in early childhood.
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