For me at least, medication was not the way, i've covered my experiences with SSRI's in particular on here before annd wont repeat them except to say i'd never experienced that level of suicidal thoughts before or since taking them, and i came close to following through a year or so back when was on them. I now am back to doing reality 24/7, its not great but its better than my personality and mood doing a 180 degree shift and wanting to kill myself.
I advise people to make sure they have a good doctor and manitain contact with them especially when you're first trialling any drug that affects your brain.
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A doomed, but noble purveyor of chaos. - Hunter S. Thompson
Im wired wrong, but you'll love me....