pensieve wrote:
This is why I want to dissociate myself from the Asperger's label. We're not all early speaking/walking, brilliant little professors that can make a career out of our interests.
I used to bang my head quite a lot for stimulation. The teachers always told me to stop. Sometimes I still like to bang my hands or head when I feel understimulated. Yet you can look at me in the street and the word autistic will not enter your mind, unless you have experience and a lot of knowledge about it.
Even us early speaking and walking little professors who end up making a career out of a special interest have things in common with those with LFA. My sensory integration dysfunction is fairly bad. I had horrible meltdowns until I was in my 30s (even injured myself during them), and even now I struggle with them to try to avoid losing it to the extent I (or some property) get(s) hurt. Everything isn't black/white, high functioning/low functioning, "mild"/"severe". I think the spectrum concept does a pretty good job of describing what a lot of us deal with, regardless of "label". I even think it's a spectrum on different levels, like I'm not severely affected when it comes to academic pursuits but the sensory integration difficulties, meltdowns, and social problems are much more prominent for me. It all depends on the individual.
~Kate
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