my life doesn't sound much different from your life apart from the desecration of religious icons, but i never felt oppressed by religion. sorry not that unique. I am 27 and have sorted out a lot of my s**t. Also I had beta blockers just recently and it stopped me dreaming about punching my parents to death or shooting police officers in the face. I would recommend them. If you would like to talk to somebody who might understand you, feel free to PM me.
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