Aimless wrote:
I get that a lot. Sometimes I can change the color by thinking of another color. When I am in a very relaxed alpha state I see complex, colorful moving patterns that are sort of like fractal art. I also see tiny screens with moving action like a cinema. It's always in black and white and always involves a crowd of people moving about. When I try to see it more clearly, it slowly disintegrates. My son who has diagnosed AS says there's a movie behind his eyes.
I get the same thing. I start out visualizing a small 3d pattern that zooms out and begins rotating, becoming a small moving part of a more intricate pattern. It continues to zoom out and right about the time that I can no longer discern the original image, my brain begins to feel overloaded and I usually end up opening my eyes and ending it.
I can also relate to the movie on the back of my eyelids. It actually seems like there is a screen that only takes up part of my field of vision, but the image on it is difficult to see. I didn't think much of it until I realized it was happening even when I hadn't been looking at a TV or computer monitor.