I HATE it. I was born premature and had a lot of tubes shoved down my throat when I was young, which resulted in a larynx covered in scar tissue, so it doesn't resonate the way it should and my voice sounds weak and raspy, like I've got laryngitis all the time. I'm so self-conscious about the way my voice sounds that when I had to do oral exams in high school for French class in front of a camera I had panic attacks. I like singing, but only for myself, I refuse to sing for an audience, in spite of all my friends and family saying I can sing well. Overall, the spotlight is not my friend, cameras especially.
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"Survival is insufficient" - Seven of Nine
Diagnosed with ASD level 1 on the 10th of April, 2014
Rediagnosed with ASD level 2 on the 4th of May, 2019
Thanks to Olympiadis for my fantastic avatar!