coolies wrote:
I really try to not be offensive, and I try not to lose it at work too much, very difficult when they change things so often. I do sometimes wander off when it gets too much but then have a lot of explaining to do when I return.
I just feel so different to everyone and that gap is always there, I want to understand the
and get along but it's so hard
Besides what I've already written, I'd consider that sometimes trying too hard to be friendly with co-workers can be an issue for autistics. Don't try to fit in so hard. Try to understand motivations and what others want / would like to see, and it includes even you. Sometimes it's only small gestures or a few words that make the difference. These are recommendations only, you don't have to do all of it right the moment you get to your workplace, of course.