Fraya: Heheh!
Ghostgurl: I do that sometimes too, I like feeling that patterns made on me. I think I once lay on my deck just to imprint the side of my face so I could feel it. Talk about stimming!
I can't remember a particular moment where I acted Aspie, however I have several moments from Primary school I could relate to. One was when I was obsessed with trains. I would go to the playground sometimes during playtime and carve out railway tracks in the bark chips using my feet and pulling them along. I would then go on circuits around my track, and get upset if someone ruined even a small portion of it (I'd fix it and start the circuit again). I would also hum the tune of my favourite TV show at the time which, unsurprisingly, was Thomas the Tank Engine.
Another was when I was asked to deliver a note to a classroom. I was told to go to a class, but I tuned out and only got a 'blurred' version instead. I went around the school looking for this class, as I didn't know where it was, and I was nervous to ask because I didn't like starting a conversation with someone I didn't know (it was okay if they started, though, and it's still that way today). I spent about half an hour looking for it, and I gave up and went back to class. When asked if I delivered the note and saying I couldn't find the class, I was told that it was RIGHT. NEXT. DOOR.
There was also a big pyramid made from tires which I would sometime crawl into because it was nice and enclosed, and I would get a little bit upset if someone went inside (I didn't mind if they climbed it). I would also follow random people who I felt were going to do something of interest such as climb onto the bank for a little while and explore.
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I was sad when I found that she left
But then I found
That I could speak to her,
In a way
And sadness turned to comfort
We all go there