The killer from New Hampshire

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new Hampshire and Connecticut are two different states.

Thanks Chris. I went home from Peru to England in 2009 with this funghus I had no idea of. The Gps treated me with antibiotics! for months, I developed eczema...I scratced so often, they bled. I had to come back so to speak to find a cure in Peru where I developed it> In a guide book fro Guatemala I read about that funghus, and in Peru the ear secialist told me it is very commong for Peruvians. It tokk me 8 months travelling and applying medicine to get rid of it. Not allowed to go to saunas, or beaches or swimmingpools, they advised. But when I started them using after again, soon I developed an itch, I do wash them too, but I don'tknow whether the bacteria have gone for good.

This is the kind of headlines we DO NOT need!
I WONDER WHAT THE PERSONALITY DISORDER WAS? It is possible this person was mis-diagnosed, or reacting
badly to a medication.
Finally, if this is not a *HUGE* wake-up call for tighter restrictions on automatic weapons I do not know what is. It is time to get our heads out of the sand and reWe need to realize that access to these contributes greatly to these horrors.

Sincerely,
Matthew

I smokepot day and night for the past year..to remain calm...3 years ago, I nearly got myself in trouble in Peru by jumping on a bus driver who ignored my pleas to stop the videos or reduce the volume, I lost my balance, he was trying to drive away when I was urinating against a tree, and I hopped in and went mad admonishing him, as I lost my balance I toppled over him...And this year in Ecuador in a hotel a bunch of students came in at 10 pm, stoned and drunken and wouldn't listen to stop the noise. I screamed at them for 3 hrs, but they did not want to stop the noise, until the cops came and arrested a few, but I was nearly gone and I could hardly constrain myself. i was hoarse and no more voice left, and uttelry depressed and worked up.

In India 10 years ago, I surpassed myself with noise on the beach at 30 meter from my room. I never thought of myself that I would be capable of, but I went inot the beach bar, grabbed an empty bottle and smashed the neck off and threatened them that is if they didn't stop i would not be able calm down. Mostly everythin becomes black before my eyes, like a black out and then i realised how stupid I was, I would never have dared attack, I only wanted to call their bluff. but they jumped on me with 3 and punched me in the stomach...

In England I got so depressed, i also stopped going to cinemas, because I cannot stand peoplephoning, or talking or eating popcorn next, bhind or in front of. Once a gu came to sit next to me with his girfreind with a bigsize bag of popcorn, and he crunched and fidgeted on my chair and started telling him that he shouldn't sit net to me, there were enough rows with free unocuppied seats.But he smirked and ate even louder, untilI gor mad, and then he stood up and grabbed me arm and twisted it so I was ben over the chair in front of me...my friend who is 20 years older, she kicked him the stomach so he would realease me...

Your OFC needs a break from the pot. One spliff a day max before bed. Do not be smoking it day and night please.

It is false logic that pot is making you calm, it clearly is not.

You react to noise so much because of your infancy and early trauma. This is going to get you beaten the fk up. How big are you? Can you fight? I'm pretty sure you need to chill out without the pot..................try hash not weed if you really must but cut that down. Its not helping you imo.

Pot to you seems like beer to other people. You need to calm it down. It seems to me you spend so long stoned you get disconnected from your emotions that they eventually just blow. This stems from emotional denial. Even aspies have a limbic system. Dont overlook that until you want to go postal.

am i missing something?

If someone stops smoking and has an irritable outburst, its still cigs that caused the outburst even though they are not smoking at that moment or even that day.

Your pot dependency is not helping you mature your OFC - the social decision making part of the brain at the front.

Pot may have some benefits but for you, it clearly doesnt. It has a known scrambling effect on the thoughts and as you react badly, I dont think chronic use is helping you. Switch from weed to hash at least.

Hash is making one more agressive or not? I had it for the first time in Morocco, I was on a rollercoaster from bursts of laughter to depression. But In peru I cannot find Hash.

He was originally from NH and still has family up here. They held a press conference earlier today in Kensington NH.
It's such a horrible tragedy. It's always blamed on some sort of autism disorder. Doesn't make us look good or the fact that he was from NH.