gratin wrote:
LizNY wrote:
Undiagnosed but 99.5% sure I have it. It describes all of the difficulties I've had throughout my life, and I can relate to so many of the things posted here. At this point, I don't kno if I can get a dx. I've learned to mimic so many social aspects that I can fake for a while. And once I stop faking, they think I'm intentionally being difficult. The funny thing is....when I fake social interactions, people often say I'm fake. I don't get it....
I mimic as well, eye contact in particular, and I don't know if I'm doing it right because I don't know instinctively. Taught myself to ask people how they are too and stuff like that just with time / experience of observing.
I was told by a psychiatrist that I'm too articulate to have it. I learned to mimic all the social stuff as a young adult from watching my coworkers in retail. I tend to view other people as "customers" now and there's still an imaginary counter between myself and them. If I'm in a situation where I can't apply the retail model, I'm lost.
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