LokiofSassgard wrote:
I'd still want autism, but I wouldn't mind having a mild form of CP or something. You know, so people know I'm disabled. Most of my disabilities are relatively mild unless they are triggered. It's hard having special needs, yet not being taken seriously enough. D: Either that, or I wish my disabilities were more on a moderate to severe scale than just mild and what not.
I concur. I sometimes wish my autism were more severe just so people would see it and take my needs and difficulties seriously, rather than being seen as either the weird, incomprehensible NT, or the aspie whose functioning is so high she obviously doesn't require any support, both of which are wrong and damaging to me.
You guys's responses are interesting. I could never deal with being paraplegic, and I'm not sure what it would be like to have Down syndrome (though obviously the physiological problems would complicate things). I've sometimes thought it wouldn't be so bad having a congenital disorder like oral apraxia which took away my ability to speak; it would give me an excuse not to engage in mundane conversations all the time, and it wouldn't be as scary as being blind or deaf.
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