skilpadde wrote:
And at 37 it’s not like I’m likely to suddenly drown in job offers, or start a family.
So what would my advantage to a cure really be? I might lose everything I hold dear now only to find I am in no better situation. Likelihood is good that I would feel more miserable about all I’ve missed out on and milestones I’ll still never reach if I was cured now. The advantage of staying the way I am is that I am able to lose myself in my interests and experience happiness with my interests and in my interactions with family IRL and on here.
If I was a child or a teen, I think a cure would be a good thing because it wouldn’t come too late for me to make something of myself. At this point, it’d be pretty useless in my case.
This is a very fair point.
I'm not really worried about feeling more miserable than I am now - hardly think that's possible. But yeah, even if I was "cured" tomorrow, I'm not going to be drowning in job offers or suitors either. It probably isn't worth it now. Ideally I'd have taken this hypothetical pill as a baby. Still would have had my messed-up family to deal with, so it wouldn't have been all unicorns and rainbows, but at least I might have stood a fighting chance of coming out "normal". Fair play to the people who manage to love/accept themselves for who they are, but I've never been able to do that. I'm not at peace, I'm constantly struggling with myself and the world.
felinesaresuperior wrote:
I cant marry and take care of kids too, and never made a friend in my life.
Sorry about that.