Riik wrote:
zkydz wrote:
Riik wrote:
Sometimes I wish this was the wrong planet... there are times where humanity just does things that truly sickens me, and I really don't want to be a part of it. Heck I don't feel like a part of it, but as has already been said, that's probably more down to the effects of living with autism in a world designed for a different neurology.
I'm not a spiritual person - I don't feel spiritually anything, beyond the fact that I don't think my physical self properly represents my mental self. By all means, I'm open to spiritual thinking, as long as it doesn't contradict with science and logic. I just don't feel myself drawn to spiritual answers.
So is this the wrong planet? In some ways yes, in some ways no. I feel I'd be better off in another place (provided such a place exists somewhere out there), but I don't think I'm on this world by accident or through some sort of voodoo or whatever. I'm here as a result of history. Now where I will go after my life here ends... that is the true mystery.
I like what you said. I would like to continue this in private if you wish. Just PM me if you're interested.
Depends on what you want to discuss about it. I never really had a whole discussion in mind when I made my post - was just a few spur-of-the-moment thoughts. Starting PM conversations kinda sets off my anxiety as well, hence the hesitance.
1.) It's not a conversation per se. Just a 'verbal' exploration and no seeking of anything other than an exchange of ideas. We would not be speaking, but verbal is the only word I could come up with. Would just be PM.
2.) Only wanted to go PM because it's a volatile subject and I would not want simple questions taken into too many directions by greatly conflicting views.
3.) More of a question thing too....For instance, not a big fan of religion because of the way it's perverted. Spirituality is just something I like to explore, without dogma of any kind.
Always free to tell me to not bother you. You don't have to reply at all. I never expect a reply.
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ASD Level 1 without intellectual impairments.
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