When social issues are *not* the primary problem/difference?

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My core problems are:
1.Information going between the environment and me. I function very well within my own shell, but when applied to my immediate practical environment, my poor short term memory cannot keep track of what I have to do. Social problems result from this, because most people are very environmentally oriented. For example, I do not like to play games, I never had a job, or a car, or lived alone, etc. My intelligence is severely split between extremely high conceptual level and poor short term memory, so that I am not compatible with any IQ level. I fear the immediate environment, including people.

2.My tastes, desires, abilities, etc. are so different from most people that I cannot mix with them. For example, besides having no interest in games or environmental interface as mentioned above, I have no interest in sex, I find infants disgusting, I have no interest in social conflict or any story where anything goes wrong, my thinking is mathematically oriented, my orientation to music is very different from most people, I have extreme discriminatory feeling reactions to people, from extremely disgusting to extremely wonderful, etc, etc.

But I have much love in my heart, I can be very warm and caring and very affectionate, but due to the above, and my non-alignment to my physical appearance, I have no friends or connection of any real kind to the world around me. While I can be a very good friend, I make a very bad showing as a stranger, so that no one would give me a chance at volunteer positions, etc. I can only function very directly, and that is not acceptable behavior for a stranger.