Yigeren wrote:
......I'm not really all that bad, but it does make me feel really stupid when it happens.
I have the same issue. But, I'm not totally blind. I've seen the eye rolls when I go from stellar impression to idiot implosion at the drop of the hat because of those simple things that display unevenness.
Then you notice that you're not part of things the same way anymore. You just can't put your finger on what has changed.
But, you notice it because all the behaviour patterns change.
For me, that starts a strange thing in me as those inconsistencies drive me bonkers. Over time, that will pile up and overload me.
As I do things, I am learning a lot as I learn things to be aware of.
I found I have two types of overloads:
Cognitive and Sensory.
This would create the cognitive overload as I start to catalogue and process the inconsistencies while maintaining all the other things I have to do. My head just wants to keep heaping crap on it to work on.
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Diagnosed April 14, 2016
ASD Level 1 without intellectual impairments.
RAADS-R -- 213.3
FQ -- 18.7
EQ -- 13
Aspie Quiz -- 186 out of 200
AQ: 42
AQ-10: 8.8