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...Perhaps I'll be " classically homeless " , sleeping somewhere a little more grassy ?
I've mean meaning to scope out GG Park Like that thing I mentioned of getting begging money when I wasn't even doing so in the Haight , I received a buck from someone while going - In full backpack regalia ! (And looking , since I'm not HL now , rather cleaner than the average hobo I guess which no doubt helped , as well as looking " old/nice " and maybe looking movie " homeless vet "-ish - I would NEVER falsely claim to be a veteran , though , the other day , walking down Market with the crutch I had then (Replacements for that lost one have since come on .) , someone jokingly/respectfully I didn't know called me " Seargant ". - I'm longer-haired and fat , but someone can of course gain weight post-leaving the military over the years - Most of all , I do tend to walk pretty one! , two! , heel & toe - and swinging (not to fast around) the crutch likely made me look more martial) - to the store - I should say , I'd , if I di start going outside , not give up the room til' pushed too - It COULD be an " alarm " that would improve the enviromental problems/location , and I'd likely go some .
However , fine , as far as my analysis of the getting-into-uni situation - Do you think I am mistaken ?
I (I think I even told it to you in the past) spelled out on my " Crying..." post the circumstances of that " California says I owe them..." thing which is why CCSF's " Our credits are fully transferable to UC/CSU ! !! !! " claims are useless to me .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Large initial cash outlay , for one , I've pointed out my problems re: a new ATM card , possibly a bak card , etc.

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...This AM I woke up after a bit of sleep and I felt rather lively .
I planned to go to the place , quite a bit away and involving a considerable uphill journey , where I can pick up USPS mail , the General Delivery post office , which I hadn't been to for more than two weeks , IIRC , long enough for them to keep mail for me past the limit they have for keeping it and send it back !
I had been thinking the last couple days that I wasn't leaving much stain on my underpants , however , I suddenly felt a need to go No. 2. I had slept in shirt + underpants .
I got out of bed , trying not to fall (I have , in my room ,a couple of times . ) I padded over to the sink , turned it on to wash my hands , slipped my clogs on , turned the lock and knob and left the room to go to one of the toilets on the SRO's floor . (There are extremely basic toilets - not bathrooms - and showers .)
Unfortunatly I let some out into my pants by the time I got to the toilet by the time I had done all taht , then opened the toilets door , closed it & gone over to the toilet & put it down & put my pants down .
Some , furthermore , poop spilled onto parts of the toilet - And I later found out that some poop had apparently spilled out of my pants while I walking down the hall onto the hallway floor . I went back , then I had to go potty again , I went to another , further-away one as I'd left stuff on the first's toilet .
IIRC , after this it as almost 10:00 AM , 9:53 . And (IIRC for everything here):

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!

...Part The 2nd of this:
I think that all transpired before I started on dressing for to-day , then , as I did , I discovered I needed to go to the bathroom again (the 2nd one , as with all here from now) - and that some poop had gotten upon my heel , so I needed to shower , and wash the clogs .
Briefly , I did , but kept having to go back to the toilet again and again - By the time I was finished , I had gone to the toilet six times .
(Taking a brief break of about a 1/2 hr./20 minutes?? at one point - ) By the time I was finished and dressed and had reached the downstairs , it was past 2 P.M. - I had meant to get my two Meals-On-Wheels meals (About 1&1-4/1&1-2 meals for me) then but when I reached downstairs the common room was closed for a staff confrence and I could not get a M-O-W and it was already too late for either of the lunchtime feeds , or the going to the UPS place . Do you maybe see why I can get so little done ?
If I had a place without the " l/m " and the extreme reflected light , and with a computer in the same place , not many blocks and an uphill walk away ~ And you know , I'm crippled - and light sufficfient to comfortably read at night (You will remember that lantern which I spent $40-plus on which essentially instantly broke , no receipt so that was that - If I just had enough spare money to try that again ) , etc. - Maybe I could accompliush something .
As is , my scrambling or computer time , which I never have enough of , and food takes me away from accomplishing anything else . I only ot here now about 5:435 PM after spening my remaining paper on some immediate food so there was less than 2 hours of computer time left .

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Renal kidney failure, congestive heart failure, COPD. Can't really get up from a floor position unhelped anymore:-(.
One of the walking wounded ~ SMASHED DOWN by life and age, now prevented from even expressing myself! SOB.
" Oh, no! First you have to PROVE you deserve to go away to college! " ~ My mother, 1978 (the heyday of Andy Gibb and Player). I would still like to go.
My life destroyed by Thorazine and Mellaril - and rape - and the Psychiatric/Industrial Complex. SOB:-(! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !! !!