If you felt I was cockroach unto society, would you tell I?

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Chaucer mixed with Valley Girl--Fascinating!

Probably not

Probably not

If I could stop you without conflict I would

I'm one of those people who if I don't have any thing nice to say it''s hard for me to even talk at all. One thing that does bother me though with the OP is it sounds like they are looking for an reason to off themselves by wanting people to say negative insulting things about them so that they confirm the negativity in their mind that it is true therefore life is not worth living. I don't want to be a part of why someone commits suiciude.

We all have negative thoughts & we autistic's being more prone to focusing on the negative have to watch ourselves. This is highly true of myself, I have suicidal thoughts on a daily basis. Any minor thing that goes wrong & the thoughts go into overdrive. Fortunately most of the time I'm able to get around them by changing my focus but sometimes they last all day.

I find it interesting how many people found the OP's writing style irksome.

He seems to be in a sort of iconoclastic frame of mind.

He might want to "rock the boat" a bit.

sorry i was just in a bad frame of mind last night, people call those on disability a cockroach to society. when I been on it for years, I tried getting off it but failed miserably trying to survive and so ended up right back on it.

Last edited by AspergianMutantt on 06 Oct 2016, 2:12 pm, edited 1 time in total.

That's all right, buddy.

Here's a Man Hug!

No because bugs don't talk and understand humans and I don't communicate with big creatures.



No because it would be mean and I don't want to start any fights with other users. If I am going to insult someone, I would expect lash back from them.




I don't understand the question due to grammatical error.

f**k those people. I see you meant it as a figure of speech.

One thing I never do is tell anyone I am on SSDI. Luckily people don't ask me about my income and how I afford to live here and how we afford this or that. I just say my parents and us live together and we split the bills which is true. My husband is disabled.

Thank goodness. For many years I felt like that myself & still do sometimes. Took me a long to find work that I felt that I could do & feel good that I could contribute in a way that I felt that my work was sufficiently good that I was worth what I was being paid. My first 19-20 years out of school were very unproductive as I never seemed to be able to keep up with the demands of my work. I still feel that way from time to time due to mistakes but I guess on average I do well at what I'm doing compared to others doing my work. I'm still not the fastest person doing this work but I don't make major mistakes such as have accidents on the road.

I also spent 10 of those years on disability due to depression & anxiety likely caused by my autistic traits though they were mostly invisible to the outside world they were very much a part of me & who I am. You learn to hide your traits to survive but you still can't survive at least not in traditional sense.

I wish you well on whatever you decide to do. Just because your not currently working does not mean you have no worth. It also does not mean you won't eventually find something worthwhile that you can be productive at. Though I also want say you don't need to be productive to be accepted here.