Do you feel in between in terms of gender?

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I'm a male, and identify as male.

Sometimes, I have interests and reactions which might seem feminine to some.

I don't care. I know that I am a man.

People who I find to be women, and who identify as being feminine and a woman, definitely have masculine interests at times.

And vice versa.

Society makes dramatic left turns all the time, in terms of gender definitions. Teenage boys are the worst about vocal gender policing, with their desire to call everything gay. I get that it has evolved into a term for anything weird, but look back at the roots of other seemingly inoffensive words like sucker. Sucking what, exactly, and how is that bad, exactly?

Now, there's a culture war on, and one side has revised history and united around that glorious past which never was. The other side, despite all assertions to the contrary, rejects limiting people in their gender expression to varying degrees. Importantly, however, we continue to disagree.

Aspies probably tend to prefer either rigid lines or no lines at all. B&W thinking, perhaps? For my part, stop lining me in with your lines, liners.

No. I recognize that gender expression is a constellation of characteristics, and that even basic attraction gets cross-wired 10% of the time, but I test out more unipolar than 85% of people. I've newer had the slightest doubt, despite a few minor anomalies. I was very interested to see a graph in Sci Am showing the distribution of characteristics. There is a large middle zone, but even more intriguing, there are a few people who think they are at the opposite end from where their true responses lie. All three groups taper off smoothly in both directions.
Ever since Ma Nature invented gender, a part of every brain has wanted to answer M or F? at every single encounter with a member of the same species, and that part will always affect behaviour. The modern trend to subdivide gender categories is part of the smoke screen pretending that men and women are identical, not symbiotic. Women face massive unemployment in their traditional roles due to the industrial revolution, and are being encouraged to take on new jobs outside the home.

To me, gender roles are first and foremost social conventions that do not follow any particular logic and that are mostly delineated by what the social majority considers it to be normal. Thus, it doesn't make sense to me to consider certain activities as "feminine" or "masculine" because there is no logic to it. When a man gets repeatedly silenced for having a given interest "X" but not another, the end result is not that "men are not interested in "X"" but rather that those who dare to say they are interested get punished by society. There is no one who should decide what I can or cannot be interested in based on how my body looks, other than myself.

I agree that it may be evolutionarily advantegous to be able to quickly recognise males from females. That's however not necessarily linked to gender roles, which are primarily a social construct.

Playing with baby dolls, or playing with Barbie, pretty much fits the feminine stereotype.

Most sports, GI Joe dolls, games like Stratego or whatever, trading baseball cards, stuff like that, pretty much fits the masculine stereotype.

Like I said above, there are, obvious, exceptions to the stereotype. Like I said above, I have some "feminine" interests, but I consider myself a relatively masculine man.

The stereotypes are obviously social constructs, being simple observed averages. There will always be social pressure to conform to them because most people find them natural, and it is easier to fit in. Only a born bisexual can believe in "gender correction therapy" because they do have that flexibility themselves, and fear it.
Some people say that being bi just gives you twice as many potential partners, but it also almost guarantees that you'll never find one with the matching butch/fem pattern to your own. OTOH, ambiguity is a real advantage in entertainment and negotiating.

Of course they are "constructs."

Around the late 16th century in Europe, and up to the early 18th century, men actually seemed to wear more "feminine" clothes than woman. They also wore more elaborate wigs than women.

I wasn't making absolute statements, it should be noted.

All I was doing: was merely stating the societal impressions. It doesn't mean I totally believe in them.

If you pretend to be the "mommy" with a doll, most people would see that as feminine.

If you merely line them up, most people would probably see that as more neutral.

My gender was "autistic" until I was about 5 1/2 years old.

Just as a side note: sexuality and gender are not the same thing.

I know that LOL

YES.

I have never felt entirely female, however I don't feel entirely male. I wonder whether I'm FTM sometimes but I feel I suck as a boy as much as I sucked as a "girl". Other times I feel I could pull off being male. And on VERY rare occassions I have the urge to put on makeup and nail polish. Genderfluid?