Star wrote:
Oh my gosh! You guys take all different medications for depression? Why do you do that? I have also been very depressed for months at a time, thought of sleeping and not waking up so depressed I was, but I would never trust chemicals to fix it. These make you depend on them and cause so many more side effects...
I alwasy turn to my obsessions and spend my time in them until I can surface again. Cry a lot and I mean a LOT! Frequent meltdowns that can last for hours at a time, some times daily, black black days, but even when they forced me to take Prozac I didn't. Threw away the pills, or didn't use the prescription the second time.
I have always surfaced from my depressions. Yeah, up and down. Gain weight loose weight as I tend to also eat more when I am depressed. But no pills. I refuse to put chemicals in my body that can affect my thinking process and my reasoning. No way! I'd rather have the freaking pain.
Star
Yeah, I am the same way with being sketchy about pills... I don't even take an advil unless I have a
really bad headache for at least a day or so. But although I'm depressed usually, I don't cry at all, haven't for a couple years at least. Even at really sad movies (What Dreams May Come got me kinda close though). Maybe I'm just detached enough now?