Dylanperr wrote:
Joe90 wrote:
Anything can be cured, it's just that many things don't have a cure because of money. It costs millions, if not billions of pounds or dollars to come up with cures for things, and if they were willing to spend a vast amount of money on curing autism then they would, but they won't. The most they can offer is antidepressants or CBT, which is only treatment, not a cure. And even that don't help some Aspies.
I've never been happy with my brain, I so badly want to be NT, no matter how well I am able to pass off as NT and be accepted. I mean, if people these days can change their bodies into the opposite gender because they aren't happy in the gender they're given then why can't I change my neurology because I'm unhappy with the neurology I was given?
Anything that is a disease or an illness can be cured and autism isnt a either of those. Why would you want to be NT?
Because the world is catered for NTs.
Because I don't like "lacking" things everyone else finds easy, it makes me feel stupid.
Because I hate the way NT females keep subtly rejecting me, and feeling jealous of others for having lots of friends.
Because I hate the way I get obsessed with things, overly anxious, sensitive to certain noises, hypersensitive to pain, having panic attacks, and beating myself up whenever I make a social error.
Because I feel a sense of shame for having ASD.
I feel like I'm so close to NT yet so far.
_________________
Female