My special interests kind of come and go...the information is retained, but I won't always obsess over indulging in them. Black Sabbath was a huge one for a long time. Video games and movies are always there, but it's not always obsessing over one particular title.
Right now I kind of want to start recording music again, but I also want to work on some old games I was developing...that's usually how it goes, I get a few different urges all pulling me in separate directions, and I can't decide on just one, so instead I remain unproductive =)
crazy cats lady wrote:
How do you feel when pursuing your special interest?
Usually I feel pretty good, but I know that sometimes when I become too obsessed, I will spend hours fruitlessly searching for something online, and afterwards I feel bad that I wasted so much time doing nothing.
Like for example, sometimes I'm a little obsessed with finding as much information as I can on Gary Gygax's Castle Greyhawk...the biggest official source is a book that is now out-of-print, in legal limbo, and very expensive. Eventually I found a PDF scan of it, but man did a waste a lot of hours searching in vain.
I think when things are very out-of-reach, it only makes the obsession stronger for me...I feel like I'm on a treasure hunt and the next clue is just around the corner, and then I run into some dead links and have to sift through Archive.org for a while
Joe90 wrote:
I don't know what fascinates me really, just perhaps the legacy of something that once was, and the historical side to it. and all those creepy stories that get connected to it, stuff like that. I just find it interesting and thrilling.
I don't know if I would call it a special interest (though I guess it probably is), but I know what you mean. I've been through a few myself; it's a lot easier when you're a kid and people just tell you to "get lost", or when it's off in the middle of a forest somewhere.
This website is pretty great:
https://ru-abandoned.livejournal.com/There's another guy who has DVDs he's made of exploring Chernobyl, I really want to get them, but last time I checked they were kind of expensive.
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