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honestly i struggled with the same feeling but i felt it in highschool

i returned to high school as a mature student and suddenly after 2 years experienced a month of daily meltdowns and panic attacks for no apparent reason. the only problem is once i felt stable enough to try and attend school again it was too late. i wouldve had to restart the entire year. i felt like there was no point to trying anything anymore. especially considering life doesnt get much easier after high school. i felt hopeless and alone.

its a valid fear; whats going to happen to me when im on my own? its painful knowing you always trying ten times harder than anyone to cope with the world. its very difficult to see a bright side when your so low. you have a disability and life will be a daily struggle.

just remember better days are ahead, i promise. try to see the positives in little things first and take your time.

sometimes things wont happen, like maybe the job you want wont happen, it hurts but its not the only path to take. there are things to love in this world. just give yourself a break and take babysteps