You are so hard to deal with!

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I always get "You're wearin me out"
Because, one may assume, I rant (I prefer to just call it commentary) a lot, though not it an angry way necessarily. Everything affects me deeply and when I react to it, the reaction tends to go on and on, whether it's about food or whatever.. It's not like bitchy-ness or anything; sometimes it's just my noises/"sound effects" that go along with it. Like my "ehhheehhhhehhhhhehh" noise (it's quite pitiful sounding) I tend to make when I'm made to do something I don't want to do.

For me it's a job skill.....

I feel so sorry for my fiance for putting up with me. I mean real sympathy.

I know that I am very difficult to deal with. The thing I really hate is that people are always saying "You've got to learn to bend a little more. Stop being such a brat."

I am hard for myself to deal with.

However, if we can win the battle against ourselves, our victory is more complete than most of humanity.

I got "don't be silly" a lot. Not so much anymore but back when I thought everyone thinks like me...

Now I don't share my ideas/opinions so readily and then there is the "why are you so quiet!?"....AAAHH

I'm actually pretty good.
Except around some members of authority, who I can be a real smartass too if they demand respect without giving me reason to respect them.
Oh and people I see as close minded and less open to possibilities.

But yeah I'm actually fairly social. ><