worst situation you have been in ?

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Nervous breakdown ? , autistic burnout ?, psychotic depression ? - not sure exactly what it is but it's happened several times and it's the most scared I've been and definitely the worse situation. It always ends the same way , I attempt suicide but never quite manage it ( doctors don't know how I survived , I should be dead ) and get put on loony pills that don't work.

Maybe the worst was growing up with no bond to either parent, but it seemed normal at the time. The one that still gives me PTSD was being woken up by chainsaws after two hours of sleep, at just the wrong sleep stage. The noise continued, and it had taken out my power, so I had no familiar internet contact for days. It gave me two weeks of 90% amnesia, before I remembered the seven years of recovery since my last bad scare. After that, I couldn't sleep in a BC rental, and moved 1,000 miles away to a very isolated area.

My worst situation is my worst years.

It was escalated by skipping classes in 2nd year HS (Age 14. The school system then was K-10, instead of K-12) for months without my parent's knowledge. Eventually, at the next school year, I flat out told that I don't want to go to school anymore.

Didn't go to school, or going out in general for over 2 years. Just at home, playing games on the computer over 15 hours a day.


It must be a burnout. Likely built up since 3rd grade.
Likely my first since I usually stick to the attendance even if I'm sick or completely lack of sleep at night. Bullies and negative experiences don't usually deter me from ever attending at school and events.

Even aftereffects of meltdown didn't until that very year. Puberty may count, but for different reasons with little to do with bodily changes and more to do with psychological ones.



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I’ve been in horrible situations. It’s hard to move on. Some days are worse than others, though.

I'm not sure who/what the topic is pertaining to:

I can't choose between childhood with a physically/emotionally abusive parent and some guy breaking my window and threatening me when I was homeless and sleeping in my van.

Having 30 or so police officers execute a search warrant on my house and go through everything I own.

having been homeless, I can tell you there are worse things. having two busted arms for one. just TRY and take care of yourself with two busted arms. that was HELL and three-quarters!

It would be the five years that I was severely bullied (from 6-10th grade) in my school by classmates. That period is one of my lowest of my life. If you want individual events, I can think of a few:

I had a wooden baseball bat broken across the back of my head (knocked me out cold for quite a bit of time). I was almost drowned in the public pool by a classmate on purpose (lifeguard revived me). I had my clothes set on fire by bullies throwing fireworks at me (lucky I got it put out so quickly by jumping into a pond). I was almost blinded with ammonia cleaner that was thrown in my eyes while eating in the cafeteria (that one did some damage)...

The list goes on an on from there.

^^^what happened to those proto-brownshirts who did this to you?

My teen years.
I didn't know how to make friends at school. I thought other kids would make friends with me but they didn't.

My father was mad at me because i didn't go on dates or to parties but just stayed in my room every night.
He chased me across the room and grabbed me and was banging my head against the wall.
I called a neighbor boy and told him and he new some older boys with a car and they picked me up, brought me to a house, gave me some beer and raped me.
Things just got worse from there, i ended up leaving home and getting into more bad situations.

The worst thing was my father beating me. I was being good, i hadn't done anything wrong.
I had completely blocked it from my memory until i was in my 30's. I was looking at a dog in a parking lot that had been run over by a car. the sight was so horrific that the memory of my father beating me came flooding back.
I must have had PTSD and been living with it for a long time.

it seems that for the most part, the wrong people are being punished in life.

i'm gonna go with 'sensory experiences interpretation' of the question :p

i used to commute to London everyday on the train and tube. Once i got extremely overwhelmed in the tube and my vision got blurry n started losing control of my actions which was very scary. i just run out and nothing bad happened.