SINsister wrote:
AntiEverything wrote:
...I don't bother doing it much though because I don't think I'll live longer than my thirties...
Why do you think/say that?
Whoops, didn't mean to draw attention to that!
- I don't mind going into it though since you asked...
Negative outlook: I'm physically and mentally an unhealthy wreck that's asking for life-threatening problems. I don't eat or drink healthily, I don't exercise, I'm lacking vitamins and minerals. My mind's malnourished, lazy, irrational and dysfunctional. I'm getting fat, I get tired and fatigued easily, doing simple tasks like reading a book and completing a piece of work is becoming too hard. I'm stuck in a routine and can't change much, it's hard to imagine me ever taking tablet supplements or health foods, which is why I'd predict an early death.
Positive outlook: I'm a hypochondriac. I don't know what I'm talking about.
It sounds like you have clinical depression and it's coloring everything you experience. I'm healing from a severe depression episode that sent me to a mental hospital. I was feeling pretty much the same way, that life was no good and I didn't want to be on this planet anymore.
You may want to see your doctor regarding your symptoms as it could be caused by thyroid problems as well as a chemical imbalance in the brain.