It's complicated in truth.
Because I somehow treated autism like an 'internal system' of sorts than a list of coulds and couldn'ts, or even just a dry cut of strengths and weaknesses.
I can be your typical aspie with focus, rationality, detachment, with a talent for certain subjects, etc. But I'm also the kind of autistic who isn't -- and have that 'opposing' side of lists of traits as an advantage.
But I do know which are blessings and which are curses, and which of those blessings and curses actually helped me or not.
I could always enumerate the blessings and advantages that autism granted me, but how much of those blessings had brought any good results?
How and which of those blessings that I'm truly proud of and appreciate regardless the result?
Because some of them aren't used for daily basis, some advantages aren't always present all the time, and some are just very useful in certain situations which isn't all the time.
But I do know this; I'm free in a way that allistics could never be -- and that kind of freedom helped me in so many aspects in life.