autisticelders wrote:
I'm a little late to the party, but yes, I have taken up autism as a very intense interest, since I learned of my own diagnosis so late in life.
I search blogs, forums, pages, research constantly, trying to learn more and more about it.
I also want to share that info to help others like me find their own late autism diagnosis.
Learning about my autism even so late in my life has given me so much relief from past pain and sorrow, and so many self understandings and understanding of others that I simply did not know of before diagnosis.
It has been such a relief to find out all the struggles and pains of my sordid past were not "all my fault" and that autism was there working behind the scenes without anybody even suspecting it. Nobody knew back then!
Yeah I was exactly the same when I first learned that I was autistic. It was such a huge revelation and I devoured as much information as I could at the time. I would spend hours and hours reading articles and watching videos... analysing everything I had experienced and comparing it to all the new things I was learning.
It's not really a special interest as such for me anymore now, but I still really enjoy reading other peoples' experiences as it makes me feel less alone.