catpiecakebutter wrote:
Because of my triple diagnosis, of autism, ADHD and borderline personality disorder, am I disabled and mentally ill at the same time? Is bpd a mental illness and is autism and ADHD disabilities? I guess because I'm both disabled and mentally ill I feel I don't fit in either categories very feel. For example I could never make friends in special Olympics because of the borderline personality disorder due to not just being disabled but also mentally ill because I'm not just mental ill but disabled as well. Its like I have crossed wires and I guess feel similar to how some biracial people feel not fitting in. It can be confusing. Anyone else feel this way?
I mean I have autism, PTSD, chronic depression, social anxiety, generalized anxiety, at least traits of avoident and dependent PD plus I might have ADD or ADHD as well but I have not looked into that yet though I do plan to just not sure if I should look for an in person appointment or if an online appointment would work but Idk I find phone calls and talking over a computer a bit stressful. But anyways, I guess both my brothers have it and one of them did mention some things that made them think I could have it as well...like apparently litterally losing important items all the time could be part of that and that happens to me all the time. Also sometimes when people are talking to me I just zone out(I try not to but it still happens) and I am usually too embarrassed to tell someone 'I missed what you said, can you say it again.' so I just pretend I heard what they said and hope it wasn't something important they were expecting a more in depth response to.
As for fitting in I never really felt like I did....a few times growing up I had friends but idk never really any very close ones.
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