IsabellaLinton wrote:
This might be far-fetched but I always wonder if premature birth causes the baby some sort of PTSD in addition to physiological underdevelopment. I picture the baby is content doing its thing in the womb and suddenly taken out before its brain is expecting to be born. Maybe the world is cold and bright and noisy (all the things we generally hate), and the baby wants to retreat away from all the humans without being touched a lot (ASD social issues). To that extent I wonder if premature babies are more prone to subconscious or developmental PTSD.
I know that's far-fetched but that's how I feel about the world, and I wasn't even premature.
In your case with the placental problems (abruption?) you may have been suffering even longer in an uncomfortable or unhealthy environment.
It's good that your mother's doctors discovered this and got you out ASAP.
People often assume that babies basically aren't "present" and aren't affected by anything until weeks or months after they're born, but things before, during, and after birth can make lasting impressions on their personality, development, etc. Just because they don't actively remember being in the womb or being born doesn't mean they don't process any of those things.
Even if the actual process of being born early isn't "traumatizing", I'm sure that being in the NICU, being in a incubator away from caregivers, having feeding tubes, medical procedures, etc. are all traumatizing in some way.